Being a student and a manager of my own wholesale clothing store is quite a hard task. But what’s more difficult is fighting for my own feelings. I’ve been in love before, and for the second time around I opened my heart to someone whom I trust.
But just the same, heartache is what I got for loving him so much. To tell you the truth I was never serious in my relationships before, perhaps because I don’t want to fall in love again. But all that changed when I met Carl McGregor, a simple guy with a unique appeal.
Since I met him, I promised myself to stop flirting with other guys. Because of him, my world was totally changed. From being a naughty girl, I became serious.I gave him all my time, my love and even my soul. So, I was not really expecting that this guy will leave me after all the years we spent together.
One thing that hurt me most was that he cheated me right in the face. He’s now my best friend’s boyfriend. I love him so much, but I think I deserve it for what I’ve did in the past.
After 15 years, I’m still alone managing my wholesale clothing store. I’m still waiting for the right prince who will love me more than I love him.
Many of us are asking how colors affect lives of people...Well, there’s only a single answer for that. It’s because colors have become part of our daily life. What’s the color of your shirt now? Try to look at the things around you and you’ll notice everything has a color...It’s true that life is colorful. it is also true that life is difficult..
Among colors, green is my favorite color..What’s yours? I don’t know why… ever since I was born in this world, I am really fond of the color green. Maybe, it represents nature, life and safeness. I remembered when I and my mom were shopping in an exclusive wholesale clothing store in town. Here in San Diego, swapping stuffs are usual tradition most especially when Christmas is nearly approaching… So, my mom and I start choosing clothes..The one that I choose was green while my mom chooses pink…
One woman with his child were also shopping… suddenly, when the woman asked her child what she wants, the child pointed the color green blouse on my hand…At that time, the wholesale clothing store has no stock or that kind of dress…so the little girl was crying because she wants to buy the one that I’m holding… it’s my favorite color…but since it’s Christmas, used to give it to the little girl and choose another one…
If I would be asked what does a color green symbolizes, I will answer peace…and it there’s a peace there’s love of course…No wonder why, forest is the peaceful place I’ve ever visit…
According to the Book of Revelation, hell is the place situated somewhere on earth. As described by the book, hell is a lake of burning fire. Some manuscripts stated that hell is the place for sinners, for sinners who are not willing to accept forgiveness in their hearts.
But does hell really exist? Is there any scientific proof that such place is real? My beloved readers, the Bible doesn’t need any literal proof. Hell is situated everywhere in this world.
Don’t laugh! I’ve been there before. Not just me but also my friend, Would you believe? Anyone can experience hell in real life. It’s true that hell is a lake of fire, a place of sorrow and everlasting sacrifice.
Let me tell you this unforgettable story. I have a friend name Joanne, she's managing the latest fashion trends, the wholesale clothing business and a mom of two. That was in 1998, when she made a mistake, a huge mistake.
She killed her husband! she caught him with another woman. she have no control of her emotion that day, so she pulled the trigger and shot him. But instead of accepting her fault and asking for forgiveness, she hid from the police. Yes, she survived for almost 3 years hiding here in San Diego, California.
She thought she was safe for the rest of her life. But six months ago, she was diagnosed with cancer of the blood. According to the doctor, she have only 3 months to live. Suddenly, she realize she's already in hell” because of what she did. Everything that belonged to her was lost—her kids, her wholesale clothing store and now, her life is about to reached its end.
She talked to God and asked for his forgiveness. she immediately surrendered herself to the police, and accepted her fate. Ifshe was to die tomorrow or the next day, she was ready to surrender herself to Him. But no! God is good because she gave her another chance to live, to change her life.
Lesson:
Unless you don’t accept GOD in your life, evil will always be at your side. Yes, you can run but you can never hide from the fires of hell. If you’re tired, just ask Him and he will give you the rest you’re looking for.
Money, money, money. Everyone needs money. Without money you can’t move or step out from poverty that you’re suffering right now…
But sometimes, money becomes the root of all suffering, evil and misunderstandings.
As you can see, the whole world is getting worse! As in, people will do everything just to earn money, hard working, gambling, sex for money, crimes and corruption…
Most people believed that money can buy everything, as in everything! There are a lot of hot issues on television as well as in the society.
But when it comes to money, everyone is interested. Yes, we suffered from recession but it doesn’t mean that we should focused most of our time and money.
Keep in mind that there are still things that money can’t buy. One thing is faith.
Just imagine how many hours you spend in the hospital just to check if your child is okay.
Just imagine how many people died everyday. And just imagine how many people are earning big because of selling their faith….its countless…
Do you believe in him? I mean, do you believe in GOD? How can you tell that GOD is with you? How can you say that God is guiding you every time you’re in trouble?
You know, faith can be compared to air. You can’t see it but still you feel the presence of it.
To tell you truth, I am victim of money and greediness. I am flirting with guys just to earn money. I am selling my soul to evil just to earn money. …and I am stepping my faith just earn millions of green bills.
I am a servant of church… a simple woman with simple dreams. But then, in just a snap I forgot everything about faith. What is faith if you’re suffering from hunger and illness?
One of the ministers from other religions used to offer me cash just to swap religion.
Yes and you know, the offered money is not a joke! Just imagine $50,000. Perhaps, I can buy 5 cars using that amount.
Or Perhaps, I can use it to establish my own business… a wholesale clothing business.
A business wherein I can invest and get the money back. I switch my religion. But I don’t want to mention its name. I accept the money and forgot everything about Catholicism.
Until one day, I realized that what I’ve did is wrong…. I am preaching the words of GOD using other religion…but I don’t believe in any religion even though I am a servant of church.
Yes, my mother is a former owner of the latest fashion trends, the wholesale clothing. But I don’t sell my clothes after wearing it.
It’s my faith since birth and it should be my faith until the day I die. I have the money but why is it? Still, I’m sad my life is not yet completed.
What if I return this amount and go back to my own place, my own religion?
So, I decided to return it and leave the ministry alone… I returned the money with no more and no less….I would rather remained poor just to help other people.
Just to let them know that they can leave without much involvement to money….instead, with faith.
I’m not saying money is not important. Money is very important. But always remember that money becomes evil if you don’t know how to deal on it…while faith on the other hand is a supreme foundation of an individual..yes you can leave life without money…but you can’t leave with faith… come to think of it..
Do you have faith? How big is your faith therefore? Greediness should be avoided. It’s not yet the end my friend. Don’t make money as your god..Perhaps it’s time to realize everything…share your wealth to others and leave with your faith…
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